I don't know if lost is the right word for it. I am surely not getting lost but more aware of everything what is going on around me, inside me and what I feel around me and inside me. I love those moments when I can finally be focus for longer than 10 seconds and really feel what it is like to be aware of feeling. It is really hard to explain what I am trying to say. so let me tell you an example.
When we were little kids and we hurt ourselves. Bruise our knee or elbow. If mom didn't come to kiss it and comfort us. We didn't even notice we have a "bobo". But she came. She pointed on the area and we instantly felt the pain. The pain was so bad that we cried and want to hug mom and get candy. It was so bad that we wanted to show it to everyone. How brave we are that we can handle all that pain. We put band aid on it to manifest the bravery. We did all this for something we would probably didn't notice if someone wouldn't point on it. And we look at it every second, we touch it, we don't forget about it for next few days.

Did you feel it? Did you see the light and love I sent toward you? Touch it, and point on it. It is yours and you have the same inside you. ♥
lots of love